Tuesday, October 12, 2010

it was good while it lasted

i ran to Him
with tears streaming
down my cheeks
i cried to Him
gave myself 
back to Him
feeling like such a disgrace
head hung low
not worthy of forgiveness
but He forgave
even though
i lied to Him
or to myself
at least
the lies were gone
like my pain
for the moment
my heart felt lighter
shoulders a little less burdened
i wanted to get in
His Word and
hide forever
but i knew
it wouldnt last
once again
my insecurities had the final say
maybe next time
if i can make it
maybe one day

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