my entire family is broken into tiny little fucking pieces and i'm left to pick em all up. see what they have yet to realize is that i cant do it! i cant pick up the pieces of our failing lives! i cant help you be strong when i'm weaker than you. i cant wipe your tears away when holding i'm back my own! i cant possibly care about your feelings when i'm neglecting my own! i'm not trying to be selfish but you're killing me, i'm dying inside! i cant do it on my own i wont i refuse to
and i'm too scared to tell any of you this so i'll continue to allow you to destroy my soul, til there's no more Thea left. its a fucking shame! but i have no other option... for now
dont get used to this bitches, i'm gonna figure something out...
it was scary overwhelming brought upon by fear this feeling over took my entire being it was like the beginning of a flood & instead of my flood gates opening to let this feeling free i clenched tight with everything in me too "strong" to let it free so it remains and so do the tears so do the fears and the emotions that have left me emotionless they remain hidden very few have the key if you are the owner please please dont use it again
SN: yes i am aware that there is no punctuation. that was intentional.