it's quite simple...

i'm SAD...

:(

I miss my Daddy

R.I.P

4.20.1994

What hurts the most is that i dont remember you.

i stare at your picture,

staring into your eyes,

wishing,
hoping,

DYING

to gain a piece of you.

I MISS YOU DADDY

i really do

Daddy i miss you so bad.

i need to feel your arms around me Daddy.

Daddy i love you

and NEVER will i forget you

Daddy...

i just wish i could remember...

Dear Ms. MooGoo

i have this friend & she's cool people; i luhhs her v e r y much COMPRENDE?!

i met her last year in June; June 11, 2009 to be exact. no i'm not a creep or anything lol this was the date of freshman orientation and the beginning of a new friendship (corny but WHATEVER).

well anywho, this friend is leaving and it sucks major balls dude. i'm really gonna miss her but i know that everything happens for a reason. EVERYTHING! including this friendship. :)

i have one thing that i really wanna say to her...

Paper,

i love you very much. next semester i know we wont see that much of each other but i want you to know that even if our friendship doesnt last or isnt as strong as it is now, its ok. i love you any way and I KNOW that you love me too! because DUHHH! I'M THEA! :)

PAPER & FLAPJACKKK!!

heavy heart by Ed Tajchman

i feel like this painting.

CHAOTIC.

its more than i can handle.

nothing i write is good enough!

dirty little secret

I KNOW WHAT I AM!

but im afraid to admit it...

i'll just keep this to myself

(think what you'd like but you know what happens when you ASS.U.ME)

just let me vent

So all of a sudden a feeling of _______ came over me. the "blank" is not because i dont wanna say. the "blank" is because i DONT KNOW what to say. Honestly, i dont think i really wanna say anything about the way i'm feeling nor how i've been feeling. IDK why. so please dont ask. (Thanks.)

i feel like i've given too much of myself to everyone around me but i'm not getting anything in return. if i am i cant feel it. or maybe people are trying but i'm not trying to receive it. i dont even know what it is that i'm not getting!

ugh! whatever!

I DONT CARE!

BYE.